Happy Birthday Little Darling / Grandmother Gentile Read >>
Happy Birthday Little Darling / Grandmother Gentile
Three years ago you were born. A little pink face. Ten little fingers and ten little toes. Absolutly perfect. With your birth came so many smiles. We swelled with Love at the site of you. Such Beauty. We will celebrate your special day in our hearts. Dream about you and pray you know how much you are Loved.
3 years... / Mommy I can't not believe that it has been three years since we welcomed the most beautiful little baby girl into the world. Three years ago today it would only be one hour before we would meet you. The love that was filled in that room was amazing. There was something so special about seeing your daddy hold your for the first time. I can not even begin to put into words the pain and suffering that we go through living without you each day. I just hope that you always know how much you are loved and how much you were wanted. Today I wish nothing more than to travel back in time to where we were 3 years ago today when everything was right. For the rest of my life I will relive the day when you came into this world as one of the happiest days of my life.
You brought more joy and happiness to us in ten weeks then some people feel in a lifetime.
Always on my mind... / Mommy
My heart breaks a little more everyday. I go back and fourth between forcing myself to imagine how you would be at almost 3 years old from not allowing myself to even think about it. I also go through times where I remember every last moment that we had with you to not being able to remember the 10 weeks you were here with us. The times that I can't remember make me feel so guilty. The short 10 weeks with you play back in my mind.. did I hold you enough? did I talk to you enough? did I love you enough? After tragedy strikes like it did for us all things done and efforts made will never feel good enough. In my mind I can only think of the times where I was sleep deprived or not feeling well after you were born.
I would give anything to go back in time and relive that 10 weeks. I just hope you always know how much I love you. I hope you felt it when you were here with me and that you feel it now.
It will always rip me apart to look at your brothers and know that a piece of us is missing. No matter what me, daddy and Luca and Michael do we will never be a family that can say "now we are complete".
Time keeps on going by but feels like it stands still.
Still doesn't seem real... / Mommy
Today I took your brothers out to get some new Christmas decorations. Still after two years whenever I look in the back seat of the car a sadness comes over me knowing that there should be a another seat back there with you in it. There should now be three of you back there laughing, screaming yelling and of course even fighting!
The holidays are the worst time of year. I have watched Luca get so excited for Christmas over the past five years and I have seen his face light up just looking at the Christmas lights while we are driving and this year I will see the same excitement in Michael's eyes and it kills me that I have got the chance to see it in yours.
I am starting to slowly decorate the house for the holidays but I will not get fully there until after Thanksgiving but that is why I decided to decorate your page and add new music now. I hate that this is all that I can do for you at this time of year Isabella.
It is so hard to believe that we are coming up on our 3rd holiday season without having you here with us. In a way it seems like yesterday that I was holding you and in another way it feels like it has been an eternity.
When Luca was born I never thought it was possible to love someone as much as I love him and when you were born and when Michael was born I felt the same way all over again. And when you left I never thought that it was possible to feel so much pain.
You are always always on my mind. There isn't a time of the day when you are far from my thoughts.
I love and miss you so much baby doll, for the rest of my life I will carry you in my heart. You will NEVER be forgotten.
Two Years / Mommy
Sweet Isabella we have now gone two years without you. It has been so hard baby doll. Two years ago yesterday was the last day that we had with you. I can remember everything from that entire day right down to what you wore. Two years ago yesterday I would have never imagined that was the last day I would hold you, hug you and kiss those sweet little cheeks.
Today two years ago the nightmare began. I will never in my life forget the way that I felt when the doctor came into the room and told me he did everything he could and that he was sorry. In that moment a part of me left that will never come back.
Luca misses you so much and he always talks about you. Your little brother Michael looks so much like you. He has the same sweet chubby cheeks as you. It hurts so badly to know that all three of you will not grow up together.
No matter how common the trip that we take is whether it is to the grocery store or a park I always look back at the empty spot in the back seat where you should be. When Luca and Michael are playing I always imagine you right there with them.
Time has not healed the pain that I feel missing you sweet baby doll. It never will. No matter how much time goes by and as I see your brothers growing up without you my heart will always be heavy.
Almost two years has gone by since last I saw you. A sweet little cuddly baby wrapped in soft blankets. The sweetest little squeaks and the chubbiest of cheeks. A real Beauty. and Loved, completly.
Your special day has arrived again. We celebrate your birth in our hearts. We remember back of the happy day we met you and in just one little heart beat we are crushed.
Isabella, we all have visions in our heads of what we would be doing with you and how we would be hearing your little voice full of giggles.
I Love You So Much, Sweetie. I pray you are safe and watching down on all of us so you know just how much we Love you and Miss you
Happy Birthday My Little Beauty..............................
Snuggley Hugs and Butterfly Birthday Kisses XXOOXOXO
2 Years ago.... / Mommy
Tonight I was still pregnant with you. Waiting impatiently for you to be born. I never would have imagined that this is what I would be doing at this very moment. Even before you were born I could picture you being a toddler. Running around with my pocketbook, scuffing up the floors with my heels and taking my makeup. I was so excited for all of these things and now instead I am left with images of you in my head that no parent should ever have to even think of.
There is such an emptiness in this family that can never be filled. I will always sit and wonder how things should have or could have been if you were still here with us.
Our time was so short with you that the bad often over shadows the good. I am still not sure which is more painful to think about.
Thinking about the day that you were born and the day that you left are both enough to bring me to my knees.
The first time I ever looked at you I was just in amazement you were so so beautiful, just perfect.
Luca loves and misses you so much. He still talks about you all the time. He was so proud to be your big brother. I will never forget the way he looked at you. It was pure love and pride.
We will never ever let you be forgotten Isabella. Even though Michael wasn't here when you were he will always know you.
Little Angel / Mommy
Sweet baby doll, my heart is throbbing tonight. I am sitting here planning a balloon release for you when really I should be planning your second birthday party. This is so so wrong. Even though it may not seem like it to others but you are in my every thought through out the day. Every time I look at your brothers playing I wonder what you would be doing, I wonder what you would look like right now. Sitting here looking at pictures of your beautiful face is still so hard, it makes everything inside of me hurt. It makes me feel awful but I try so hard to not think about you because when I do I feel like I can not go on with out you here. I am so sorry this had to happen to you. I could never begin to understand how we could be given such a beautiful precious gift just to have it taken away in a blink of the eye. For the rest of my life I will always wonder "who" you would be.
Such a sweet baby.Such a beautiful angel! / Heather Jackson (none)Read >>
Such a sweet baby.Such a beautiful angel! / Heather Jackson (none)
Such a sweet baby to behold.Your little girl is so adorable.I know she is gone,and no words will comfort this void.Just please know that yes I am a complete stranger,and that I may be,but,I have a heart,and you have touched me.A star to show your mommy and daddy there way back to you,when the end for all has come.~My heart and prayers are with you and your family,no one,should ever have to go through this.My and my families hearts and prayers are with you all. Close
So sorry for your loss. Was just fooling around on the web and stumbled across the memory site for Isabella. My father and I were surprised that you are married with children. Good for you! Our thoughts are with you regarding your loss of your daughter.
Missing you so much. / Mommy Once again the whole family will gather tomorrow and you will not be here. It saddens me so much every time there is to be any kind of get together. I always wonder how you would be. I can see you running around and playing with your brothers and your big beautiful smile. Oh why did this have to happen to you sweetie? You are so loved and so missed. None of us are the same without you baby doll. Please stay close to Luca for the next few days. Tuesday is his birthday. I love you baby doll always and forever.
Sweet Isabella / Mommy
Oh sweetie I am missing you so much. I would give anything to have you here with us. They say time heals but that is not true. The more time that passes by the sadder I get and the more I miss you.
This is just all so unfair baby doll. I hate that there is nothing that I could have done to stop this from happening. Even knowing that I feel like I failed you.
You brought us a lifetime of happiness in such a short time. I will forever wish to go back to those beautiful 10 weeks that you were here.
Oh my beautiful baby. The family came together today to celebrate Easter. Luca called John and I this morning to say the Easter Bunny had come. He was just so excited. I could't help but think you would have been next in line to speak to me telling me all the wonderful things you had recieved. There would have been excitment in your little voice too. When reality hits it hurts so bad it takes your breath away. John and I gave Luca and Michael their gifts and we also got you a little pink bunny. Oh Sweetheart I can only imagine your sweet little face gleeming with thoughts of the Easter Bunny. I miss you so much. Holidays are just so much harder. With all my heart and soul Little Sweetheart I LOVE YOU.
Happy Easter Beautiful Isabella,
SNUGGLE HUGS AND BILLIONS AND BILLIONS OF BUTTERFLY KISSES LOVE & KISSES , Grandmother & John
Happy Easter Angel... / Mommy
This morning with a lump in my throat I watched your brothers faces fill with excietment. I watched Luca run around the living room and find his Easter eggs. I couldn't stop thinking about how much more wonderful things would be if you were here.
In the living room there were two bears and a little pink bunny. The first thing Luca said when he walked down the stairs was "the pink one is for Isabella"! He was so happy that the Easter bunny remembered to bring something for you. Luca loves you and misses you so much baby doll. I know that he will one day tell Michael all about you.
We love you so so much Isabella. There is nothing more that we would want that to have you here with us.
My heart hurts / Grandmother Gentile
My heart aches for you Sweetheart. Life here on earth has changed as you would know but that doesn't mean my heart hurts any less. In fact my heart hurts a little more. I miss you even more now. I wouldn't have thought that to be possible. Yesterday, Luca and I went into a store and he saw and Angel on top of a shelf, he stared at it for a moment and said "See Grandmother Isabella is watching me". As tears fell I simply said Isabella will always watch over you. I hope you feel the warmth of of your brothers heart with you. He Loves you so much Baby. Micheal is a Beautiful baby and we Love him dearly But even he can't take any of the pain of you not being here away. Remember Sweetheart you will always be a huge part of us. I miss you with all my heart and soul and my Love for you will always be. Isabella, you will never, never be forgotten. We will keep you in our hearts, soul and minds forever and ever. Baby Girl, I miss you terribly and I wish so badly you were here with us. I LOVE YOU LITTLE DARLING, BILLIONS OF SNUGGLE HUGS AND BILLIONS OF KISSES Grandmother Close
Oh Sweetheart / Grandmother
My Beautiful Granddaughter, How difficult the time has been not being able to hold and love you. Walking in a cloud of what ifs and what could be. The words I Love You have been written a thousand times and they will be written thousands more. My heart is full of pain and sorrow. Words can't fill the paper of how I truely feel. Looking at your precious face and all its beauty makes me question what God had in mind when he took you from us. How can we carry on without any kind of understanding as to WHY you had to leave. How can we be expected to sit back and enjoy even the simple things. How could it be that others can't understand that we have changed forever. Nothing could ever be the same because its not. The circle has been broken and can't be repaired. Our family, Sweet Isabella is the most important thing in my life. You little Darling, Your Mommy , Daddy and Luca , Auntie Nancy and Uncle Carlo , Uncle Theo , John , Uncle Eddie and you Great Grandfather. Thats what life is. You will live strongly in my heart as you lived in our arms here on earth. You are a large part of us Sweet Baby and you always will be. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY. BILLIONS OF HUGS AND KISSES ISABELLA XXOOXOXO Close
How can it be... / Mommy
That we have just had to go through another Christmas without you and now we are bringing in another New Year without you? It doesnt seem possible that this much time has passed by. I miss you and my heart breaks every single day but on "special" days my heart becomes even more heavy. I have tried very hard through this holiday season to put a smile on my face for Luca's sake but you have been in the front of my mind and I have been wondering what it would be like if things were the way that they were suppose to be.
Everyday morning it is so hard to start yet another day without you. To some it may look like I am doing okay but inside I am just dying. There is a huge part of me that left with you and nothing could never and would never fill that part of my heart.
I love and miss you so much baby doll and I just know that this world would be much more beautiful with you in it.
Always on our mind... / Leslee Frary (Friend)Read >>
Always on our mind... / Leslee Frary (Friend)
Hello angel face. We miss you more and more each day. We are trying to make your mommy smile as much as we can. This time of year is so tough on her and the rest of your family. They love you so much sweetie pie. We all do. I hope you stay close during these tough times. It just doesn't seem fair. If love was enough to keep you on earth then you would be here forever. You have touched so many lives. You are beautiful and amazing. Your smile will be etched into my mind forever. WE LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL GIRL! May God Bless you and all who love you!
Forever/ Grandmother Gentile
I will wonder what kind of person you would have grown to be. Your favorite color, when would you have taken your first steps, to talk. What would have been your first word Mama, Dada, grandmother??????? This just rips me apart. And Luca,,,,,,,,How devistated your brother is,,,,,,,,How do you explain to a little boy that his baby sister that he Loves so much has gone to heaven to live. He looks to the heavens and screems I LOVE YOU ISABELLA. I hope you hear him Sweetheart. How unbeleivably cruel this all is. What reason could there ever be to seperate us. I LOVE YOU precious Granddaughter and I can only pray that you are being held by your Loving and Gentle Great Grandmother and Great Great Grandmother and Grandfather. Forever and a Day I will LOVE YOU AND PRAY THAT YOU ARE SAFE MISSING YOU BEYOND WORDS BEAUTIFUL GIRL SNUGGLEY HUGS & BILLIONS OF KISSES I LOVE YOU Grandmother
Again.../ Mommy
Again we are approaching the holiday season without you sweetie. It seems so unfair especially because we never even got to have a holiday with you. It seems almost impossible that it has been more than a year that you have been gone it just kills me to think about the time that passes because our time with you was so short. I wish things could be so different. Everyday I sit and wonder what it would be like to have you here all day with me and Luca. I can just picture the two of you playing and laughing all day long. I will never understand why our time had to be cut so short. I will never forget the way that your big brother would look at you like you were the only person on earth. He misses you so much baby and he always talks about you. This family will never ever be the same without you sweet face. You will always always be a huge part of us.
I love and miss you so much sweet baby... hugs and kisses xoxoxo Close
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